NEW SCHOOL

New School

So this is my third week in my new school, I still cant call anyone my friend, it takes time for that. But I don't sit alone in class, I do talk with people. And I have caught up on the portion I had missed. Teachers also have started to remember my name now. And today I found myself.
I feel I had lost myself in the world of peer pressure, loneliness and competition. After the change in my life, instead of feeling sad I feel happy, cheerful. I don't really see a reason for me to be sad.
I miss my friends, I lost the election by like just two votes, yet I am not sad, I am happy, I am positive.
This me is so different than the me I used to know. The person who always preferred to stay quiet, only spoke when necessary and was know to be depressed.
Although, now that person is no where to be found, maybe somewhere in the depths of her soul and is replaced by a happy go lucky, cheerful person I used to be before I entered the world of teens.
People think it is something that has made me so cheerful or something.
It just feels good, I dance to music and even just dance randomly.
I have changed, and I feel this is the real me, I had lost years ago.


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  1. UnknownJune 9, 2018 at 8:41 AM

    YOU GO GIRL BECAUSE YOU GOT THE POWER! I MISS YOU A LOT AND I FEEL AS IF I CAN RELATE TO WHAT YOU SAID RIGHT HERE..BE STRONG AND CALL ME WHENEVER YOU GET TIME, HOPE TO MEET YOU SOON!
    -YOUR LONG LOST FRIEND,
    IRA

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